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2011-08-03T13:02:00.004+08:00

HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alright I thought I abandoned this blog for an unimaginable period of time but seems like I was gone for only close to 3 months! Not that I'm proud of achieving this but I'm kind of alarmed too. In a weird way.

It's kind of hilarious as the last dated post was about the start of summer break and now I'm concluding it with this post. This ultra long break has been full of happenings, be it short-term work, outings, meetings and amazingly, becoming closer with friends whom I sort of lost touch with. Oh yes and not to forget, a month that marked the beginning of my adulthood.

And also different kinds of thoughts along the way... Sometimes I dislike my indecisive nature, really. There's just alot that sways in my mind, and unfortunately, it is in my nature as well. Probably this is the imperfection in me.

Well, all I seek for in the new academic year is consistent or better grades once again, and prospering relationships or friendships with people around me. May all continue to be good, or even for the better! :)

2011-05-05T10:52:00.002+08:00

I'm backkkk! I'M GONNA BE FREEEEEEEE FOR 3 MONTHS. YAY TO SUMMER BREAK!

I shall skip everything about school because that's not gonna matter for now till the new sem or rather, new academic year! I'm gonna be in year 2, this is happening so fast. Very soon I will graduate, mixed feelings about this.

So my plans for holidays! Gonna continue with tuition but I wanna work part-time too. The most exciting thing is to plan for my bday party in July! I'm getting all hyped out already, I think I'll be super high on the actual day. Haha.

Anyway I'm meeting SY later and there's bizcom BBQ tmr evening. Another exciting long weekend coming ahead! In the meantime, what should I get for Mother's Day? Hmmmm. I guess the grow and share package comes just in time for some therapy and gifts!

Many 21st birthdays and parties this year!

2011-04-04T10:52:00.002+08:00

The semester is ending, really soon. In the blink of an eye, I'm gonna be in Year 2. Both good and bad.

I could have been better perhaps, cos I don't wanna see the stream again.

2011-03-13T00:13:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired. So many many many things to do. My back hurts yet I still can't go to bed. :(

Please come quickly my holidays.

2011-03-07T10:50:00.002+08:00

I can't wait to get over this week. The next few weeks are going to be different but I believe we can still make them good! It makes me cherish the time even more. This is one of those times where I felt time is so, so precious.

I pray for the best for my EL paper in about 3 hours' time and also for bf's posting this wed.

2011-03-01T19:45:00.002+08:00

Ahh I miss writing here so much. Just a little short post!

Intercultural comm paper tmr. Goodness, so many projects on hand now, some are quite fun while the reports are not any better. Feeling rather affected just now but I guess all will be good after tmr's paper. I hope I can be blessed for my 2 upcoming papers next week too.

Till then, more updates when I have much more time!

2011-02-17T23:08:00.002+08:00

I missed out so much of my little diary here, alot! Was really busy that I didn't have time to update at all.

So glad recess week is hereeee! It's a motivation for me to catch up with tons of readings stacking up, compulsory and even extra ones. I'm turning into a bookworm next week. Mug mug mug. Projects projects projects.

But I had a fantabulous time celebrating our 3rd anniversary and Valentine's! My plans were successful and it was all worthwhile. I feel so amazed whenever a day passes by. The sense of satisfaction, I can feel it. By the way, Valentine's is friendship day too so I hope my dear friends had a good day too.

Mid-terms coming! And I have something different or rather, additional this sem. I have presentations and it's 2! Gosh somehow I lost the touch of doing presentations.

At this moment I can't wait for Sunday night, hopefully my wish for Sunday night will come true! :)

2011-02-01T00:41:00.004+08:00

I'm tired now already. I don't understand the lecture on phonetics today at all, it's soooo technical and sooooooo boring. :(

Just finished my NM forum postings. Sometimes I really don't like to do forum, bcos the pressure gets bigger at times. Haha but well, for the marks! And I won't deny that I do learn a little after reading some really interesting posts by others. So it ain't that bad after all.

Woohoo CNY is drawing nearer! I got a new dress again which I like very much. I think I shop too much this season, in total, I got about 5 new pieces. Okay time to save, I need to stop. Seriously, I already feel like stopping all work by tmr night but then again, I won't be doing much at all tmr cos I'll be out the whole day. So plans shifted to wed noon perhaps. And something random, I somehow don't have the urge to straighten my hair cos I kinda love my curls now. Not so bouncy and flabby like previously. Haha!

Just completed this week's tuition! I can enjoy CNY at ease now. Having lunch with Yilin and Evelyn tmr, really nice to eat with them, it's time to catch up again. I like these times every week. Then meeting my Mr. Spongebob after school. Hehe.

I simply love this week, really exciting and happening! I wanna spend these 2 weeks fruitfully to make up for the following 2 weeks thereafter. Today's 1st feb!

16 more days to the special 16th once again! :)

2011-01-23T14:57:00.001+08:00

Oh yay happy today! Just collected my heels together with my family and bf! It's really pretty. Haha! We watched the movie Inception at my place before heading down to JP and then Pasir Laba camp. The movie is really confusing but keeps one thinking. Not bad, going to continue the last few mins of movie next weekend.

I'm glad that it turned out to be a happy day today. Thanks Boyfriend for giving my family Chinese New Year goodies too! Got bak kwa for me to eat! <3

Tutorials are starting this coming week goshhhh. I guess the motivation is the occasions coming after this.

JIAYOUUUU ME, BF AND EVERYONE! :D

2011-01-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

I totally can't wait to get my new heels! Went window-shopping ytd before tuition and spotted a lovely pair. There wasn't any of my size left, so I had to order. But now I can't wait to get it!!!

Went to see the doc just now with Boyfriend and I have many many pills to take now. Haven't been to a doc for so long (touchwood) and I can't help but get amused at the doc who attended to me just now. He asked me really stunning questions and I found out my current weight. :(

Gosh gosh gosh I really hate the taste of medicine, I know no one likes it but I'm super ultra unwilling to swallow them down.

This evening was nice except that it all ended a tad too soon. Hope the weekend comes faster!

2011-01-20T09:13:00.002+08:00

I've fallen ill just yesterday. The feeling is terrible. But I'm still going to school today otherwise I'm gonna miss 3 important lectures and also, to do the appeal thing. At this weakest point of mine, I had my parents looking after me well. I had honey, water chestnut with lemon and hor fun when my appetite is lousy. My throat was hurting really badly. My daddy fetched me to tuition and picked me up too. He's gonna drive me to school later. I'm really thankful for all these.

I wanna get well soon too. Lots and lots of stuffs waiting for me.

2011-01-16T08:47:00.002+08:00

Happy 2 years 11 months love :)

Boyfriend is starting his new chapter in SCS from today and it's 2nd week of school for me!

So a little about my weekend... Went to have Thai food for dinner at Ah Loy's Thai with bf's family on sat! It was a meal worth the monies. Hehe. We ordered about 13 dishes in total, with some dishes of 2 portions. And all of us ended up being super full. I love the pandan chicken and tom yam fish soup! Photos will be up on fb.

I feel as though I'm eating alot every weekend because there always seems to be something. I'm planning to visit Republic of Steak and to have naan!!! I also wanna try the dim sum at Katong!

CNY is coming in about 2 weeks' time! Saw some pretty heels and flats but have yet to get them. Have yet to do my manicure and pedicure too. Will be doing some mini shopping before tuition today.

On a sidenote, anyone up for exercise??? I must stop procrastinating already. :(

2011-01-14T09:44:00.002+08:00

I'm into the 1st week of school and things have been going rather well. Just that I discovered many shocking news about my modules. This sem is gonna be hell with tons of projects and readings. They are gonna flood me which I obviously wish for a miracle to happen.

But on top of all these comings in the near future, I simply love the 1st 2 weeks of school because there's simply no tutorials! Before the finalised timetable comes out, I shall not say too much but just hope friday could really stay as my free day.

I'm thankful that I have Serene with me throughout the NM lectures and tutorials. But I'm still very afraid of modules like Intercultural Comm. Seriously I feel so foreign in the lecture theatre especially where faces around me are mostly Caucasian students. Probably this is part of the culture shock that I should adapt to, all I want is for Sem 2 to be a really smooth, smooth one.

Bf's block leave is ending this week and he will be back in camp next week. In the meantime, I should focus on school work and look forward to weekends every week! Now I have a shorter week so I should be happy.

Going for sushi (yum yum!) later and weekend will be another happening one! Take care my dear friends and hope to meet up for lunch/dinner soon. :D

2011-01-10T16:59:00.002+08:00

Just ended round 3A of bidding. Bidding really makes my heart weaker. I hope I can get my 6th mod otherwise I'll be so devastated. Have to worry over this module bidding thingy all the time. Rahhhhh.

On a sidenote, I kinda love this week bcos it's a slack plus eventful school week! Gonna finish watching 談情說案 soon. I almost cried at the heartbreaking part!

Till then, hope the week will be a good one and so on, for the following weeks!

2011-01-04T14:19:00.002+08:00

I'm currently hooked onto the HK drama - 談情說案!

I hope it doesn't end so soon bcos it's just too nice. The plot and everything.

Yesterday's episode was way too touching. It's amazing how someone of such affluent status is willing to fight all the way for his true love. But I guess this only happens in drama.

Well, everything seems so sweet in the drama. Can't wait for tonight 12am again! :D

2010-12-30T10:22:00.006+08:00

Had plenty of fun with karaoke and girls' chat at Sze yin's place ytd! Plus we had gift exchange for new year, which is amusing I know. But everything seemed really fun last night. We even had dinner with her family.

7 years and counting! I love these 2 girls bcos they are part of the closest people to me. We even discussed plans for my 21st which I shall not reveal. Just hope that they could really be there. Hehe.

Oh and I'm really happy to find someone taking 6 modules with me next sem! I should be able to secure 5 modules till now, as for the 6th one, please give it to me.

What makes life even greater is that I'll be spending a long weekend this week with celebrations and definitely food. Probably I should say this in advance just in case I don't blog in the next few days.

2010 has been an enriching and fulfilling year for me.

I moved on to university, had a friend from poly that went through the first sem of university life with me, had a friendship blossomed out of OG and met the threesome who partly gave me motivation to conquer ES1102. Oh yes! I was also able to meet my primary school friend in NUS! Thank you my dear friends for being there for me in this new phase of my life!

I also spent more time with my girls from secondary school till now. We were never once close back then in lower secondary, but I'm really grateful to know them. There are some whom are busy with work, but deep down, I know we have one another in our hearts. Hehe.

I have seen my bf going to army, learning to be more independent, doing my best to make things most ideal bcos I know time will be very minimal when school starts. So now might really be the best time to do as much I can. And for almost 2 months, we have been moving on great I feel. It's surprisingly great that I would walk the entire journey of BMT, where I'll be attending his POP next week. Thank you my boyfriend for making efforts to spend time with me every weekend without fail and making me smile!

Lastly, that's my family for making me feel loved all this while and encouraging me always. There's nothing more than I can say, than the four words, "I love you, ALL!" I hope my sis can recover soon and wishes the best for her for the upcoming year.

Alright I hope this ain't too mushy. It's just some little thoughts from the bottom of my heart. :)

Till then, HAPPY 2011 AND BEST WISHES TO EVERYONE, who reads my blog! :)

2010-12-26T23:17:00.003+08:00

So soon, Christmas is over. How was your Christmas?

Mine was great, for both pre-xmas and the actual xmas itself! Although there were small hiccups, I really enjoyed myself. Had lots of fun with my friends, families and of course my boyfriend. Hehe. I shall upload photos soon onto fb. Received many gifts and I'm thankful for all of them as each and every one is filled with thoughtful gestures.

Boyfriend brought me to a Christmas dinner at Tony Roma and we had alot of chicken and pork ribs. I wasn't looking forward to a gift from him bcos he was in army and I thought he wouldn't have time to buy. But on sat night, I received a surprise! It's a hello kitty schedule book for 2011 again. It prepares me for the new semester ahead. <3

This coming week is gonna be a real busy one ahead, celebrating and ushering in the new year! Everything is planned for the week and I totally can't wait to carry out them all. The sales everywhere are digging a big hole in my pocket but retail therapy makes you feel good.

I have nothing around me to pick on at all bcos at the end of the day, the people around me makes me feel loved! I'm grateful as we were blessed to walk the arduous journey together smoothly and moving on well.

On a sidenote, bidding is gonna start very soon and may I get the modules that I want. And hopefully next semester will be a better and more fulfilling one!

2010-12-21T16:09:00.003+08:00

Results are out. I don't even feel like looking at my phone but whenever that happens, I still look at it.

Seriously, I don't know whether to be happy or not. I was planning happily for Christmas but after this morning, I couldn't really get back to the brighter side of life. Sighhh. I feel so lousy, really lousy.

I know I shouldn't give up. I won't, but this semester has been a let-down to me. I'm just hoping I could work harder and achieve better outcomes next semester. This moment of the day really sucks.

2010-12-16T01:24:00.004+08:00

Too tired to say anything now except a last statement saying...

HAPPY 2 YEARS 10 MONTHS DEARIE! <3

Looking forward to the weekends!

2010-12-14T23:08:00.007+08:00

Feeling swingy now. The day was great with my poly girls at Settlers until evening. The rain totally wrecked the beautiful day and I had to hold onto my wet brolly all the way till my tuition place. I hate walking in the rain and getting my feet soaked. But it was still a good catch-up with the girls cos we had plenty of fun shouting and laughing.

And I realised my joints have been aching really badly. Alright my long-awaited parcel has arrived! I was so afraid it got lost in the middle of no where but I doubted so. I must slim down moreeee, really. It has always been one of my long-term goals but never really accomplished. So dear friends, please spare me from fried food from now onwards and I must also drag my bf to bring me to eat healthier food! Wahaha. :D

Loving the song - If I were a boy by Beyonce

Among the crowd, perhaps you're the only one who could shoulder me when I fall. Why can't it be like my daily cup of coffee?

2010-12-13T12:51:00.002+08:00

I'm back from my weekend escapade!

Unfortunately I have to say that the cruise wasn't really that great. Superstar Virgo is way and alot better! Such a sad encounter but well, it's afterall an experience on board. It's a cruise that I have never been to before, in the middle of the sea in Indo.

And I got 2 more babies on Sunday! Finally got the Santa kitty and guess what, spent almost $100 on the bear (which I forgot what it's called). But I like both!!! Bringing them back the next weekend. Haha.

I'm still thinking whether I should perm my hair! Decided on it initially but then I'm afraid the curls will go haywire if I don't curl them properly when school starts. You know, school makes everything seem unimportant bcos I'm just too lazy to care. Hahaha!

Okay I gotta prepare to head out now! Have a good week everyone! <3

2010-12-09T23:20:00.002+08:00

I can sleep sweetly tonight bcos I received a letter from Boyfriend asking me how I'm doing out here! I thought it was some letter from the government but it looked unusual cos there were stains of mud on it. Yes! Really mud. Hehe. At least I know that 3 days have gone well. Today is the last day of outfield though! He's finally coming back soon and I can ask how the letter is posted in a jungle! :p

Anw! The trio girls outing was cancelled today but I met up with Evelyn to have ice cream at Swensens. Haha. It feels great having good ice cream after a long time! Caught up alot and the next time we gotta head to nexx mall at serangoon!

Cruise getaway is drawing nearer and I'm excited! Life is simply a luxury on the cruise. Very looking forward to see my Mr. Black soon too as well as next week! Where I'll be meeting most of my girls. Next week is like the last week to enjoy before results are out. So it's time to party!!!

Alright I'm gonna watch my drama real soon. Tata and stay tuned for the next update!

2010-12-06T11:26:00.005+08:00

Hello world! It's a brand new week again.

Boyfriend's having outfield this week and won't be contacting me for 1 week. Hope everything proceeds smoothly and may the weather be accomodating!

Cruise getaway is this weekend too, excited! Anyway I've decided not to do braces but hope I can go for lasik with bf after his army! I've been longing for perfect eyesight and not having to wear specs which is a chore.

Giving tuition today and going back to SP to settle some stuffs. Hope this week will be a good one for everyone! Seeing my friends this week again! I got plenty of stuffs to ponder over like whether I should perm my hair? Should I dye my hair?

Finally settled the module preference exercise after days. It's kind of a hassle to decide on the modules, even though it's only modules which I'm going to take anyway. Grr.

Alright. I haven't been adding images recently on my blog but seems like Blogger has improved its efficiency in doing so. So here you go! :D

2010-12-03T11:39:00.002+08:00

TGIF today!!!

I just love fridays because they make me feel very happy. Holidays are really the best time to feel relaxed and shut off from grades and projects. However, it doesn't end here and January will come soon again. Not being negative, but ocassionally it just strikes my mind.

Heading out today with my parents! Friday is the day to spend time with them because I know that the weekends are usually occupied. Maybe I should really build a shelf to display all my kitties otherwise I'll soon be pushed off the bed. Haha!

Going for a picnic this weekend. Most probably I won't be able to see Boyfriend till 2 weeks later after this weekend. My cruise trip just so happens to be on a weekend too. So hopefully sat and sun will be an enjoyable one!

On a sidenote, I'm really proud of myself for coming so far. :)

2010-12-02T00:56:00.003+08:00

It's HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSS! Okay this is very late cos my exams ended last friday, BUT! It's a good one month break for now. At least Christmas won't be spent working on projects and studying for tests! Although I kind of predict that Chinese New Year next year might not be that enjoyable due to school.

Anyway time to enjoy for now!!! Managed to catch up quite a bit with my secondary school friends and more to come soon. And the Graffiti wanton mee is back again! Went to have it with Yi Lin last friday after our last paper and it's really delicious! I wanna have moreeee.

Been doing lots of retail therapy lately. I got new clothes, new bag, new purse and new hello kitty hp casing. Plus my new kitty baby!

Can't wait for this weekend when my bf is out to catch for me again. I seriously wonder where I'm gonna keep the next few babies. Maybe we should stop this hobby. Gosh. Haha, it's just soooo hard to let go. :P

Can't wait for the cruise vacation next weekend and also more time with my boyfriend and friends!

Oh yes! I'm also deciding whether I should go for braces? I don't mind straight teeth (mine's not very crooked btw, haha!) but I'm afraid of the pain of extracting my teeth and the trouble. How!

2010-11-18T11:42:00.002+08:00

Tuesday night was book-out day!!! Yesterday was a good day!

My first paper is tomorrow and I hope all will be smooth. Looking forward to 26th for the last paper, end of sem 1, celebration and Dearie's book-out again! :D

2010-11-15T17:51:00.003+08:00

Officially missing you - by Tania. This song describes my feelings.

I can't wait for this wed to arrive yet doesn't want it to end. I can't wait for exams to end and next sat to arrive.

I tell myself, I will survive.

2010-11-09T23:51:00.002+08:00

We'll go through this together. :)

2010-10-31T23:02:00.003+08:00

The day that Boyfriend is enlisting is drawing nearer. Just 1 more week to go. But I'm really happy during the times that we've spent together these few weeks.

I feel really blessed to have my bf to bring me to eat good food, watch nice movies, experience many new and wonderful things, do silly things with me and not forgetting, catching my favourite Hello Kitty plushies for me to fill my bed.

I want to spend the last week, fruitfully with you!

2010-10-25T01:03:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling really better now. Took some time to sort out my thoughts and I'm feeling good now. I must learn to cherish what I have now more. :)

2010-10-08T11:55:00.002+08:00

E-learning is coming to an end soon. Things are pretty unaccomplished, I still have a couple of e-lectures and readings to catch up with. It's a never-ending process, once I finish something and thought that I could catch a breather, the next task comes in barely an hour's time. Yes! But this is just the way things go, I bet when I go into the workforce in years to come, I'm gonna rant more here.

But but but, TGIF! Extremely happy bcos it's the weekends next. Yesterday was awesome too bcos I finally feel the sense of achievement after receiving the NYAA Gold Award officially. It was a pleasure meeting the President too bcos it's the 1st time seeing him and even shaking hands with him in person. All was good. It relinquishes the feelings that I experienced in the course of my NYAA journey, nonetheless, I'm really proud of the 3 of us from SPAC2GO who have obtained the Gold Award.

Till today, I can then truly see and comprehend the attachments that our SPAC2GO seniors have for the club. We no longer have a reunion but I believe the ties will remain strong in every genuine heart.

2010-10-03T23:53:00.002+08:00

Oh yea! It's e-learning week this week!!! No school, I'm so happy!

There's still plenty of stuffs to complete though. In the meantime, I get to have ample rest and this is the only time for me to let my hair down I guess. It's already October now, very soon, November will be here. Can I not have November to come so soon? It's just a month and couple of days away, phew.

Excited about the plans for mid-Oct nonetheless. Plans with my boyfriend! Can't wait, but for now, I got to study well. I really hope I won't get a shock when I see my mid-terms results. Okay I'm off to bed now after completing my project and gonna call my bf soon!

By the way, I'm using iPhone now! It's pretty cool to have one but the amount of time and efforts to meddle with the configurations are turning me off. It's alot of a hassle but well... everything comes with a price to pay. And, this thursday is the NYAA Gold Award ceremony! So glad that three of us from SPAC2GO are receiving the award, I'm looking forward to it!

Have a good week ahead people! I shall really try to update often when I have time. Back to blogging and letting my thoughts flow freely feels extremely great. <3

2010-09-24T15:15:00.000+08:00

I got to keep holding on.

2010-09-19T21:43:00.002+08:00

Mid-terms are just around the corner!!! I calculated and I have only 4 full days to study. But I believe the week will pass quickly!!!

Got to switch to the mugging mode soon. I love my huge kitty cushion! It's so soft and fluffy. Thanks to my bf who caught it for me!!! We were pretty lucky that day. So I got a hello kitty and my melody cushies now! And before I forget, happy mooncake festival to all in advance!

2010-09-12T22:52:00.002+08:00

I'm ALIVE!

Why must the weekends fly so fast? I'm loving it so much that I wanna hold on to the weekends and never let them slip away.

Very hectic with school! I hate to mention this, but there's tons of readings, projects and mid-terms are coming!

ROARS! I can't wait for more fun in October, to visit the studios and see my parents and sis bringing back goodies for me from Taiwan!!!

I shall strive and be a good girl, study hard for mid-terms.

2010-08-25T17:03:00.004+08:00

Dear bloggie, I have so many things to tell you.

1) Readings. We don't use to have readings to do back then in poly, but now the readings just keep stacking up. I have piles to finish, hopefully by this week! It's such a pain in the ass to wake up, only to see that I have plenty more to go. Nonetheless, I can't beg to differ that geog readings never fail to amuse me. Sadly, I've not touched any of new media readings. This is just so on the contrary. I got to score well for my cnm module in order to declare it as my major.

2) Time. It's already week 3 of school! I've more or less adapted to university life where I can truly say "Time waits for no man". It's more of a weekly schedule where I have wednesdays off, go to school every other day for lectures and tutorials and then finally, home sweet home. So you can see, I have few breaks which perhaps explains why I have not tried out all the good food in my faculty. Haha!

3) Buses. I'm rather irritated at the waiting time for the internal shuttle bus or SMRT bus to arrive. And when the bus comes, shuttle bus that is, it's usually packed with tons and "millions" of hybrid of people that could tweak your mood from yellow to black. Not exaggerating but I guess this is how people like me would feel. I can't help but rant it all here because I really hate squeezing amongst crowds.

4) English module. I really really really hope I can strike this off my list by the end of this sem! Never want to do this again because I'm back to basics like writing expository or argumentative essays. Rahhhh. But the thing I like about this module is the presentation which at the very least, lights up the essence of everything else. It's interactive so definitely, I find it more fun!

5) Tuition. Wellllllll, apart from my studies and commitments, I'm also giving English tuition. So it's no longer TGIF for me!!! *pulls hair* At least my tuition kid is still alright for now. And if I'm really taking up a CCA, I guess I'll have to make all ends meet in an extremely hectic position. I'm also contemplating about Freshlook showcase.

Despite all the nitty-gritty above, I'm still pleased with life bcos not everything is dull. It's still colourful, haha! I should count myself lucky to be in the same lectures and tutorials as Yilin and not grumble too much. It's supposed to be independent actually but at times, when you have someone, you are less afraid and more confident. So, I should be adapting to such a lifestyle and just do whatever I can. I very much hope the fruits of my labour would be that of those days in poly!

2010-08-15T15:37:00.002+08:00

The past 2 days have been fulfilling for me. Why? Not bcos I've done many things, but I ate alot! Yesterday was steamboat and xiao long bao buffet with my boyfriend!!! I kind of enjoyed the buffet but we ate till our tummies almost bursted.
I love the mushrooms alot though! It was a simple day out yesterday but the buffet can already make us go crazy. Hahaha!

Anyway, a little flashback on school last week. 1st week was good, bcos it was a 2-day week. Started off with geog, pol sci and econs lectures. I can't seem to grasp the gist out of pol sci so I guess I need to catch up with the readings. The curriculum is entirely different from polytechnic where we had weekly tutorials. In uni, I'll be having only 4 tutorials for some modules each semester. It's alot of self-study and independence too.

It's just the beginning so I shadn't spoil things. I shall be optimistic and work hard!!! On a side note, I also hope that my boyfriend can get his driving license successfully this coming tuesday! AZAZ AZAZ HOITING! :)

2010-08-08T23:20:00.002+08:00

Woah, it's been a long time since I was away on hiatus. Alot has been happening lately and I've got so much to share. But it's gonna be an ultra long post if I spill everything out so I shall filter out the key highlights.

The last 7 days were filled with orientation activities. There were a couple of nights where we had to stay over. I'm glad that I have made new friends during o'week, a bunch of them whom I am still keeping touch with now. Most of them are from JC while the minority belongs to the poly group. However, it's awesome how all of us can click well with one another and work together for team success. It can never be any better than being in Rondom! Cheers to us for being the best OG!!!

I'm starting school in 2 days' time, after National Day. It's time to wake up from holidays. Perhaps the break has been a tad too long, that's why I'm feeling so reluctant to return to school. Wellll, I got to snap out of this and begin to adapt to mugging with books. I'm taking 6 modules for 1st semester while others are doing only 5. I really really hope I can sail through university smoothly. It's so different from poly days where we still had classes and lunch breaks as a clique. It's a whole new environment now where unfamiliar faces are all around me. At times I'll feel worried.

Every time when a new month takes over, I would wish for time to stop. Unknowingly, everything seems to pass so quickly in the blink of an eye. It feels so sad at times. It makes me even want to cherish the weekends more bcos that's when I have time for other things apart from the books. My family, my bf, my friends and my own activities.

Right now, I'm feeling excited yet afraid for the 1st day of school. But I know I gotta be brave to embrace the challenges ahead. I wonder how my girlfriends (secondary and poly!) are doing now? I miss all our gossips and laughter so much. Looking forward to see you girls again some day.

2010-07-28T11:05:00.003+08:00

I just feel so not happy about it at all. :(

I'm so upset that I kept munching food this morning.

But I'm not losing out to anyone and shall compete for myself, to the best of my abilities.

2010-07-19T13:20:00.003+08:00

IT'S SO FLUFFY! I'M GONNA DIE! SOOOO FLUFFAY!

Hahaha! That's the favourite phrase in the movie Despicable Me! The little girl's so cute. I give the movie 5 popcorns. It's so good that it kept almost everyone laughing non-stop in the theatres.

Anyway, the highlights of this post are my weekends. It was definitely a blast as I got to spend the two days fruitfully with my loved ones! I'm gonna upload the photos hopefully by the end of this week? My bro has taken the camera and I hope it returns this week. Haha.

Saturday was spent with my boyfriend. He watched the cute movie with me, brought me to eat yummy delicious jap food, walked around Marina Bay Sands and gave me a surprise at my home in the night. It was a sweet surprise from both my family and bf. It really brings me back to the time when we accomplished the nightwalk together. Haha. After collecting all photos and notes, it was time for my chocolatey birthday cake!!! Thank you dearest Boyfriend, sis, papa and mama, for the efforts, gift and red packet! And my kor kor, for treating me to jap buffet! I appreciate and love them all alot. The actual day is not here yet but I'm feeling really blessed to be doted by them. :)

I have a Swarovski necklace, a Chomel necklace and a pair of Chomel earrings from my bf now! My jewellery collection is expanding. As for my parents, the money they gave me is for me to buy something nice for myself. I haven't seen any that catches my eyes so far.

Perhaps I should get a bag? I'm turning 20 in 2 days' time! School is going to start in barely 3 weeks' time too! My wishes for this year is for my close ones to stay healthy always and hope everything goes smoothly for all of them as well as myself. :)

2010-07-15T21:41:00.003+08:00

It's finally friday tomorrow!!!! Wheeeeeee!

My ipod earpiece needs to be replaced. It has worn off quite badly.

I hope I can have some time off this weekend to enjoy. I wanna watch Despicable Me! The thriller is so cute. I like the little girl with her cute cheeks!

2010-07-14T11:46:00.001+08:00

I've been having a mixture of feelings lately. I'm neither here nor there. Now that I'm off from work, life should be more enjoyable. Perhaps I shouldn't have taken the step at all. Or rather, I should be more positive to embrace the challenges ahead with all that I can.

So many things running through my mind.

2010-07-07T10:16:00.002+08:00

Once again, I'm disappointed.

I've always been looking forward to see the website but time and again, I failed to see it.

2010-07-06T17:01:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so stressed now!!!

I need to review milestone plan, review and compile whitepapers, consolidate events contents and prepare training materials for the next few days.

Will be seeing the 100% completed website tomorrow!!! I can't wait and am really excited. My "baby" has grown.

But still I'm gasping for breath now. I hope I'll be able to do it well! I know I can, it's just this week to go!

2010-07-04T15:00:00.004+08:00

I've finally sent in my application for Freshlook Illuminate. In any case, I just wanna give it a go but if I'm given the contact lens, I guess I wouldn't wear them. Haha.

Anyway I watch Eclipse with Boyfriend yesterday. I thought it wasn't as good as the previous parts 1 and 2. I hope Breaking Dawn won't be a disappointment in future! And Argentina didn't win last night! The only consolation was that Spain won.

So next, I'm for Holland! Gogogoooooo!!!

And now I realised... next week's my last week of work at PA! July's gonna be a month packed with uni orientation and SIM game. And not forgetting the cause for celebration for July babies, including me! :P

2010-06-30T14:19:00.003+08:00

My colleagues were out for training this morning at Suntec and they came back with a muffin scone from Kenny Rogers for me!!!

My colleague who always offers me food said, "Because I know you would be hungry after lunch". Haha. But actually it comes with their set meals and couldn't finish.

Nonetheless, so sweet of them! My heart's melting... :P

2010-06-29T16:51:00.004+08:00

I think I ate too much today.

I had...

Breakfast - 3 slices of bread with luncheon meat + vitagen (my mummy always prepare a rather huge serving for me bcos she always says "breakfast is very important you know? eat more then lunch no need eat so much also can", so I don't really object bcos I agree breakfast is definitely a must. Haha!)
Lunch - Sweet & sour fish rice (I asked for less rice though) + teh tarik + papaya

Is that alot for a girl? Aye aye aye, I tend to eat alot when I'm working than when I'm at home.

If it is, that could be the reason why I feel like vomitting now.

MC ftw? :(

2010-06-27T13:33:00.002+08:00

Thank god the weather was accomodating ytd!

Went cycling with Boyfriend at East Coast and as usual, the place was very crowded. We cycled for almost 2 continuous hours and even though the aftermath was badly ached arms and thighs, it was still a great exercise! Only now I realised I had a little mozzie bite on my cheek. Haha.

Hopped on the bus to Parkway Parade after that for our dinner and desserts. Yum yum, love the ice kachang dished in strawberry syrup and grass jelly!

Soon it was home sweet home and Uruguay won! Woohooo. I can't help but knock out on my bed, trying to soothe the pain in my legs. Hehe.

I love cuddling in your arms too, along with bolsie! :P

2010-06-24T21:47:00.002+08:00

At times I wonder why my efforts are always not appreciated?

Very often I can't picture the reasons why I can't achieve what I yearn or strive for. If only what I dreamt for, could happen to me.

I have tried my best but none reciprocates. Now I could only turn to the next best alternative which sets me pondering once again.

How can I explain this bitterness deep down in me? Please guide me through.

2010-06-24T16:09:00.003+08:00

I feel pretty unwell now ever since lunch was over. I had teh tarik and handmade noodles. Was it a wrong combination? I hope 6pm comes soon and then I can head home for some rest.

On a much brighter note, there's company lunch tomorrow! Woohoo, 3 hours of break and it's a friday? It can't get any better than this. Looking forward to the weekends for some work-out and fun!

Oh yes, great news! I'm proceeding to my next step of Freshlook Illuminate now. :D

Alright, off to work on my handover doc now...

2010-06-21T17:26:00.002+08:00

I'm taking part in Freshlook Illuminate Effortless Beauty Showcase, organised by Ciba Vision.

Hope I can get the 1 month's supply of Freshlook Illuminate Lenses worth $132 and photoshoot! Please give me your support!

2010-06-19T21:51:00.004+08:00

I officially declare that I'm a happy girl today!!! Everything is back to normal after yesterday's shock and disappointment. I'm grateful that things are actually on my side.

I can party away this weekend now! I have all the proof in the world now. And I really gotta learn my lesson from this incident. Shall get my laptop locked on monday and back up all data again. Tonight's gonna be a good good night with my peaceful sleep! CHEERS EVERYBODY!

And... HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! Hope my papa enjoyed the dinner and durian-look-alike cake from his 3 children!

2010-06-18T10:30:00.000+08:00

I travel round the world and even sail the seven seas.

Across the universe I go to other galaxies.

Just tell me where to go, just tell me where you wanna meet.

I navigate myself, myself to take me where you will be.

2010-06-16T17:35:00.004+08:00

The workload is slightly better now bcos the website development is on its way. 3 more weeks to go! I really can't wait for the day to come.

There's an event on friday night. Should I work?

There's still many things that I wanna do during my break in July. It's the season to be jolly! Aha, sounds like Christmas?

I have a random thought of indulging in a big big treat and all my favourite food. I will be the happiest girl on earth. I would like a trip to Redang in future for its clear waters and diving!

It feels good travelling around where you can really let your hair down and enjoy.

I hope everything that I wish for to go well, would proceed smoothly.

In any case, today is still a happy day bcos it's...

HAPPY 28 MONTHS TO MY MACHO BOYFRIEND AND CUTIE (+ BEAUTIFUL :P) PIE!

Do you remember this day? :)

2010-06-15T17:46:00.000+08:00

I feel so overloaded today and am having a very bad headache now. :(

2010-06-14T11:18:00.002+08:00

I didn't win the premiere ticks for Toy Story 3!!! So sad... It's gonna be out this thurs. I wanna watch!

I feel really good after a game of badminton on Sat! Even though my arms and legs are aching now. Heehee. And I'm loving soccer now! Wahaha. Actually it's kinda exciting when a goal comes along. :D

2010-06-09T09:36:00.004+08:00

This post is dedicated to Nuffnang's Toy Story 3 Contest.

Favourite Characters
My favourite characters are Peas-In-A-Pod and Dolly. I naturally feel happy whenever I see the three little green peas because they are always smiling. They look adorable as well and resemble so much like the real peas that I love to eat!

On the other hand, Dolly is a sweet-looking girl and she can brighten up one's life with her tiny sunny smile. The great thing about her is that I can design and sew new outfits for her which I would enjoy alot!

Favourite Scene in Trailer
I like the scene when Ken comes out to meet Barbie and everybody is astonished by both of them. They look like an ideal couple where the prince (Ken) is reunited with his princess (Barbie). Barbie has been my playing doll that I love most when I was young. Back then, I recalled I had a huge collection of Barbie dolls and their fanciful wardrobe sets!

Catch Toy Story 3 Movie starting from 17th June 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!

2010-06-07T10:38:00.003+08:00

Yippee, I've some time to blog now because I'm on strike in this Monday morning. Hahaha! Not the truth, not the truth. Finally a load off my mind because we finally decided on the web developer for my project, which has taken almost eons to confirm. At last, we embarked on the 1st step. Will just have to wait for content to be uploaded and tadaaaaaa! I can visualize my work up there, going live I hope. I'm pretty elated!

So let's go back into history, the weekends. Hehe. Yesterday Boyfriend and I made a trip down to town and our plans were shopping. But nothing really caught our eyes and I didn't buy any new clothes or shoes! It's either the clothes are kinda of the same style that I see almost everywhere or online shopping has taken the toll of me. Hahaha. Nonetheless, it was still a fruitful trip because we bought food! Happy. I can't wait to try the bowl noodlessss. And I wonder when my boyfriend will tell me that I look slimmer. :P He'll be enlisting on 9 nov anyway. It's still some time away! And we will be able to celebrate our birthdays together for the 3rd time this year. :)

A little back-track on work. I guess I'm staying in PA till maybe end June? Or perhaps early July. I really wanna take a break before uni starts. Perhaps I should plan a mini getaway for myself. Hee.

Let's fight the week together!!!

2010-06-04T09:49:00.001+08:00

I hurt my thumb accidentally with a blade this morning. So painful and there's blood oozing. And my tummy ain't feeling well today. Boooooo.

2010-06-03T14:25:00.003+08:00

Just came back from lunch at Holland V, Sushi Tei with my colleagues! There goes another exquisite lunch again. Haha. Hope my budget doesn't result in a deficit someday. Hahaha.

I'm standing on my own feet now so I'm spending what I earn. Did some online shopping again but one of the dresses no more stock already!!! Is it telling me to save money too? Hmmmm.

Ok back to work after a heavy lunch when I know that things are gonna get highly unproductive. But hey, tomorrow's FLY-DAYYYYYYYY! I should be feeling anticipated yay!

2010-05-31T11:02:00.003+08:00

This is a place where I can seek shelter whenever I need one at any one time, share my happiness with whenever I'm happy, drown my sorrows whenever I'm sad. I can pen down my thoughts freely akin to having a great listening ear that is always there for me, besides my closed ones whom I have around me.

Most of the times in life, truth is never always beautiful. That's why we got to learn how to accept it willingly and move on with it. I'm not someone who can just push it away and take it as if it's not going to come true. How I wish I could. How I wish it would all be a dream.

Whatever may come, I hope I'll be strong to overcome them all.

2010-05-28T13:30:00.002+08:00

It's a long weekend this week!!! I'm always filled with joy whenever there's a public holiday that falls on a weekday of course.

I'm spending this Vesak Day with my family. We're going to stroll around Marina Bay Sands shopping mall. My daddy said we will be visiting the Universal Studios when all the rides are ready. It's gonna be exciting! Some of my friends and cousin have already been there and the place really looks beautiful.

Meeting Boyfriend tomorrow. It's his TP tomorrow and I look forward to him passing so that we can dou dou feng. Haha! I believe everything will go smoothly!

So what am I gonna do on Sunday? Anyway I've decided to take the 1st step to hitting the roads. Will be registering for my BTT soon hopefully. Yes almost everyone around me is learning driving. Gosh. I shall be courageous to do so too!!! :D

2010-05-25T16:15:00.001+08:00

I'm having a very bad sore throat! Feeling ill and down now. =(((

2010-05-24T14:23:00.003+08:00

I had a great weekend. How about you guys?

I spent my Saturday with my family. We caught a movie and shopped around Plaza Sing. It really feels great spending time with them and shopping for groceries was fun! For the first time I feel kind of like a housewife-to-be. HAHA. :)

My Sunday was with Boyfriend. We had a picnic at Barrage and thank god the weather was accomodating. But it was pretty hot though. It was a simple picnic where we had home-cooked food by yours truly and it was a success! I gotta work harder for my tempura fish. It still looks like a nugget with the batter. Haha. Since we were at Marina Bay, we couldn't have missed Marina Square. HAHAHA. Caught the movie, "Once a Gangster" and it's damn hilarious! Not a bad catch afterall even though it was an impromptu decision. Haha. Made our way home shortly after the movie and I sang some uber nice korean songs to my bf. So funny. I've finally mastered all OST of Brilliant Legacy!!! And he must have loved my singing. :p

Haha. The day got crazier towards the end but it was certainly an enjoyable one! And I'm really excited bcos this friday's a PUBLIC HOLIDAYYYYYY!!!!!!!! So that spells D O U B L E H A P P I N E S S!

2010-05-20T18:03:00.002+08:00

I'm offically a graduate of SP!!!!!!

Yay yay yay yay!

I'm feeling so sleepy these 2 days ever since graduation ended. And my feets hurt!

Ok it's finally the weekends!!!

2010-05-18T16:26:00.003+08:00

I love my new pair of wedges! After last night, I have decided that there are 3 individual things that I wanna do and will do my best to fulfill them along the journey of my life. :)

And tomorrow's an OFF-DAY! It's Graduation! Wednesdays are not bad days to take leave anyway. Heh.

2010-05-16T16:17:00.005+08:00

Yay! I finished watching the 28 chapters of Brilliant Legacy. It's indeed a good korean drama which sets you thinking and at times, so touching that you would wanna tear. There's a mother who wants to protect her daughter so much and give her the best, a girl who went through so much and never gave up hope in search of her brother as well as how an old lady made her grandchildren realize the importance of not taking things for granted.

So much of family values and heart-wrenching moments. And on the other hand, the romance in the entire story can touch one's heart gently. It's just like how a common girl can attract the eyes of two rich men' sons with her sense of compassion and sweet little personality.

I'm listening to the songs while writing this post now. :)

I watched Back-Up Plan ytd with Boyfriend. It's an ultra hilarious movie starring Jennifer Lopez even. Not a bad catch afterall! It was a relaxing day for us. Plus we had our dinner in a different and cool way. Heh. It's been a long time since I last fell asleep on the bus and the feeling was great! I had a good rest on the way home and that allowed me to continue watching the drama at midnight. Hehe.

And today's the 16th again. HAPPY 27TH Dearie! I still love poking you as much. Looking forward to our plans next weekend! :)

2010-05-11T19:23:00.004+08:00

Phew... I'm taking some time off to rant. It's almost 7.30pm now and I'm still in office. Totally had to rush for a last min assignment. And I have to eat instant noodles now. I thought I could watch my korean drama tonight.

So tiring. This temp job ain't easy like any other. Another 2 more months!!! I can't wait to go back to school. I'm desperately looking forward to the weekends...

2010-05-09T20:26:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to the greatest woman in my life. My mama! For contributing so much to the family all the while. I'm fortunate to have you to help me doll up at times and to cook for us everyday.

Celebrated at home ytd and had a small gathering at my popo's house this afternoon. I get to try the cheezy bites pizza and it's really cheezyyy! Not as nice as I expected, probably bcos it's cold already.

Today I wasn't feeling too good. I'm not someone who likes to do things hastily. But then again, I pondered. It wasn't anyone's fault but my actions could have been better.

Though this weekend is gonna be over in a couple more hours, I still enjoyed every second of it. Really. Thank you bf for bringing the cake all the way here too. It was a great time spent together. :)

2010-05-05T20:50:00.003+08:00

I just don't have the luck and I don't understand why. Sometimes, I really wanna know more but that just can't be the case. I'm rather tired of having to do it quietly. This is definitely not something that I want.

I hope the day gets better.

2010-05-04T19:28:00.003+08:00

Yay another day is over!!! This sunday is Mother's Day. I spent some time today during work to think of what I can get and tadah! It's fruitful thinking. Yayness.

Anw my right foot is hurting badly. I've been wearing my fave blue wedges to work almost everyday and the strap kind of rubbed against my skin, causing it to turn red. I haven't wear the new pair of wedges that I bought from Taiwan. I like to see pretty shoes whenever I'm shopping. My bf will always save me by stopping the temptations from attacking me cos I simply have quite a few pairs of shoes already. Haha. It's good also! Cos I can save some money for rainy days and uni!

I brought my own fruits to work today! Bananas, left with about 3 now. Hahaha. And then had a sumptuous lunch with my colleagues earlier on. Putting on weight as I eat and eat. But I'm going jogging tmr evening! Healthy lifestyle to go! I want to maintain a sharp sharp face and good figure! :D

2010-05-01T23:53:00.005+08:00

Just finished bathing after an outing with my boyfriend. We caught Iron Man 2 today and I think it's still a decent movie although part 1 was better. Lalala. Then walk walk around Vivo and discovered that there were a couple of new shops. We shall try the fruit cakes one day! Also bought food and mineral stone for Fifi and Nini. I'm happy that Nini has recovered from her condition last night. Was so worried that I msg my sis and bf at once. But thank god that she's doing well now!

I'm currently watching Brilliant Legacy now. Boyfriend can't help but keep emphasizing that it's super duper nice. So he lent me the discs! Yay.

I'm over the moon today! Thank you Dearie for the Burberry perfume. I really love it but can't bear to use it. xD It was a sweet little surprise for me today and it made my night. I love these little surprises from you bcos they really make me smile. And I'm always looking forward to the weekends with you. Love you much! :)

2010-04-30T22:52:00.000+08:00

I'm very sad now bcos Nini is injured.

2010-04-27T17:26:00.002+08:00

I'm drained today. Did alot of research on ASEAN countries and my head's exploding. Goodness. Some of the information are in alien languages to me. But well, I survived the day! I'm only looking forward to a relaxed and comfy night.

Now's only towards end of April. I still have 2 more months. As much as I don't wish for July to come, it has to come. It means school will start soon and Boyfriend is most probably gonna enlist during that time. But how contradicting is that? My birthday falls in July. I should be happy! Yep, I'll definitely be happy if I could spend it with my dear ones. Will it be that?

Whatever may come, WX will be a strong girl. :)

Looking forward to graduation to see my friends again!

2010-04-26T17:58:00.000+08:00

Okay Monday's work is over!!! I'm going off real soon! Yippee, 4 more days which I believe they will pass fast fast! :D

2010-04-25T16:42:00.004+08:00

Had BBQ yesterday! Invited my popo and Ravie together with his parents along! Had a good time eating from noon to night ytd. I ate many hotdogs and taiwan sausages!!! They tasted really good! Ytd was indeed a splendid day with all the BBQ food, tv, mahjong, monopoly and air-con! Haha.

After all the fun last night, today's a day to relax at home. Work again tmr. Weekends always pass SO quickly while weekdays don't. Whyyyyy! I don't have the motivation to work at all.

Hmmm. Still waiting for NTU's letter, when is it coming? Has everybody received the letter?

And I'm looking forward to Star Awards 2010 tonight, chicken wings for dinner and a good and long night's sleep so that tmr won't arrive so soon. Gonna paint my toes and do self-threading later on.

Oh, and I have a new name now. Will announce it officially when I'm ready. I'm still not used to my new name but well, I have to. Sigh. I'm having a mixture of feelings now. I hope everything will be better. Yes! Everything that's on my mind.

2010-04-21T17:42:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging at my office right now. It's finally 5.45PM! Taking the last few mins to blog now. I had a filling lunch today, roast pork with char siew rice! I haven't ate pork for an uber long time. Hahaha. Sounds like I'm halal but actually, I don't really like pork. I know I have many habits about food. :p

Having BBQ at my place this sat!!! We can finally take our precious BBQ pit out for use. So excited!

Okay I shall end here bcos it's HOME SWEET HOME VERY SOON!!!

2010-04-16T21:51:00.002+08:00

Work has been pretty stressful this week. I could hardly catch a breather at work. Okay!!! Now that weekends are here, I won't think about work!

I'm still waiting for letter from NTU. On the other hand, I got a letter of offer from NUS! I guess I'll not go for SMU interview already and wait for more choices before deciding.

I think my bf is also stressed cos he was still at work at 8 plus when I called him. Poor him. Poor us. We are just temp staffs, but have to do so much. So we gotta cherish the weekends alot. We can do it! :D

2010-04-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

Yay!!! It's friday tmr!!!!! And I'm on leave next mon. WOOHOOOOOO! Anw the 9pm show on channel 8 is nice! Gonna watch it now! :D

2010-04-12T20:42:00.003+08:00

Seems like the successful candidates have received their university acceptance letter. But not mine yet. I really hope it will be good news.

2010-04-10T13:36:00.002+08:00

The weekends are finally here! It was nice replenishing my beauty sleep. I slept till 12 in the noon today! It's only 3 days of work, but this is how tired I am. What about next week? I'm working full 5 days and gotta adapt to it!

I've finally come to a decision. If my uni application goes through and I'm only working for 3 - 4 months, I'll remain in PA. There ain't much good having to job-hop too. I've told my parents, bf and we've come to a conclusion, work smart! So that shall be it.

Anyway I was asked to go for an interview for one of my NTU choices, teaching degree. I guess I'll give it a try since the choices are still unknown. That means I get the morning off from work on mon!!! Monday is definitely the best time to take leave, cos it's the most dreadful and busiest. Haha. No lah. It's just purely of a coincidence that my interview falls on monday.

Tmr is a day out with my family and boyfriend! I'm rather happy with the way things are going now. That spells a great weekend, ya? Off for steamboat lunch now!

2010-04-09T15:08:00.004+08:00

Yippee! I'm so happy that the 1st round of test is over. I hope the presentation went well.

I'm feeling so sleepy now. But yea man! It's the weekends after today! Gonna catch Clash of the Titans in 3D on sunday!

2010-04-08T20:28:00.002+08:00

I'm really relieved now.

No matter what the days in the future might become, I really want to cherish every moment together now. I've heard so much but it all comes down to the heart again. I'm so afraid of being so vulnerable.

I tell myself to be 勇敢 but I need encouragement.

2010-04-06T21:30:00.005+08:00

I'm gonna start work tomorrow already. Ahhhh this is so dreadful. Gonna embrace the early mornings for the next few months. I gotta add oil!

There are always things on my mind at one time, but I can't help it.

2010-04-06T13:17:00.003+08:00

Dear earthlings, I'm back from Taiwan! I must admit that this tour package is good. I've enjoyed myself alot alot alot during the 8 days. The places that we went, the food that we ate, the entertaining and friendly tour guides, the fun that we had and the hotels were some of the best!

I really loved the hotels bcos they were all so huge and some even had 4 beds in just 1 room. So can you imagine it now? The cottage experience was unique and the small little house looked so cosy and sweet!

There's nothing more that I can say besides praises for this tour. It's definitely the best of all tours that I've joined before. Took many many photos, about 600 plus. Omg I'm not gonna have an easy time uploading them. Haha.

Overall, I'm soooooo satisfied. I bought many stuffs for myself, family and souvenirs for friends! So all of us brought back loots! I'm missing the tour already and this trip is indeed memorable to me. Especially for the fact that we had a crazy time laughing most of the times. I've also recovered from my flu and cough is getting better, thanks to my dearest boyfriend. Cos he made me eat plenty of herbal lozenges, drink ling zhi and honey water. Haha. No choice, otherwise he's gonna show me his fat fat drumstick. :p

Now I have to preserve my drumsticks for him. Okay, Fifi and Nini grew bigger in size! Is this good or bad? Nonetheless, they're still my pies! :D

2010-03-28T16:14:00.003+08:00

YAYYYYYYY I'm flying to 台灣 tomorrow!

I'm soooo excited and totally looking forward! The 8 days' trip is finally reaching! I'm already thinking of shopping, eating, camwhoring and playing. I'm leaving Singapore and experiencing another country!

I'm travelling overseas without my family this time round. My papa and mama seem worried that's why I have to take good care of myself. My dearest boyfriend also got to look after me. Haha! I'll miss the homecooked food, my bed and of course everyone in the family when I'm away.

Lucky my parents are fetching me to the airport tmr!

Still gotta make some space in my camera and finish with all the packing before I turn in tonight. And my mama's very sweet bcos she is cooking my favourite sweet and sour fish for me before I leave for 台灣. Wheee. I'm afraid I can't get to sleep tonight bcos of over-excitement. Off to paint my nails now! :)

2010-03-25T20:50:00.003+08:00

My voice is getting really bad I swear, from all the raising of voice today with the kids. Travelling all the way to pasir ris was good, not.

Green apples perked me up. But I'm still too drained to do anything else today. My eyes need to close for the night.

2010-03-24T20:23:00.003+08:00

I love this song by Ah Mei alot alot alot - 勇敢. :D

Seriously, I don't get it. But please stop being a loser.

2010-03-24T11:11:00.004+08:00

Checking of results is finally over!!! I'm satisfied with the final sem's results. At least my team's efforts paid off. And my efforts for individual assessments were worth the while as well. The next hurdle will be university application. But well, I can look forward to the Taiwan trip now!

Congrats to everyone whom did well!!! For those whom did not, the best advice I'd give now is to embrace the future ahead and not ponder over the results. I hope all my friends did well though! :D

I'm still feeling a little sleepy now. Couldn't sleep well last night 'cos of my anxiety for results and I dozed off at only, almost 3am.

2010-03-23T21:30:00.002+08:00

Hellooo, I'm at my bf's house now and he's singing happily beside me. :p

2010-03-23T11:34:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG. Results will be out tmr morning! I'm feeling cold now 'cos I'm scared.

Had a great time at barrage ytd with my girls! The trip was filled with complaints b'cos of the shuttle bus, the smell of a zoo and the list goes on... But we had a fun time with the kites. I can't wait to receive my doraemon kitey! I love barrage, it's a nice place. :D

Meeting Boyfriend later. Going to cycle today!!! I haven't been cycling for a long time and am quite worried that I can't balance well again. But well, I hope the weather in the east stays good! I don't know what to wear, sporty or something that can warm me? HAHAHA. Either of the options, I'll feel under-dressed or over-dressed 'cos I'm going cycling! Okay I've got an idea already! Wahaha.

Okay I'm still worried, anxious and extremely nervousss. :(

2010-03-22T12:10:00.002+08:00

Can I do it? How I wish I never had this dilemma.

2010-03-21T22:23:00.005+08:00

Watched the charity night show earlier on. I can't help but admit that the handicapped couple danced really well. Although the lady lost her right arm, she could still sway so gracefully. It's a pity for the both of them. But, life still goes on for them although they can't be almost perfect.

And I didn't get to eat oyster omelette today, b'cos the uncle stopped frying already.

I don't eat oysters, but love the floury egg crisps. Hee.

I miss the fish soup at FC6 too.

2010-03-21T15:12:00.010+08:00

WTH I was so pissed earlier on you know, with the MOE teaching degree application. All along was the browser problem and using mozilla created more problems for me even after I've upgraded to the latest version.

I'm currently munching on Ichigo Hello Panda biscuits. My favouriteeee! Love meiji snacks. :D

And goodness I'm craving for sushi againnnnnn. And oyster omelette? Maybe my papa gonna buy it later! Haha.

Was ruffling through my hair and I realized that it has grown to the length when my hair was very very long back then. Finally! I have no plans to trim it short bcos I have always wanted long hair. Not that I don't like to try out new hairstyles too, but straight hair is easy to maintain.

HOOORAYYYYYYY, 1 MORE WEEK TO 台灣!

So gotta change my currency real soon and pack my loots for the trip. And my room is dark dark now. Gosh I'm so influenced by the movie! Anyway I hope my bf can drive smoothly and quickly get his license so that he can drive me around whenever we go shopping! Muahaha. But we'll need a car of cos. :D

2010-03-20T23:16:00.005+08:00

HELLOOO. These few days have been exceptionally cold, so cold that I can sleep even without the fan on. So cold that I don't mind drinking 10 or more cups of hot tea to keep myself warm. So cold that I have to put on my sweater to prevent myself from shivering. So yea, that's about my "so-cold".

Anyway! I met ~~Ris~~Melissa Low on friday! HAHA. I wanted to upload photos but blogger uploader is down at this moment. Well, it was raining cats and dogs at town so we couldn't do much. Decided to get some rest at macdonalds and avoid soaking our feets. My pom pom sandals were drenched badly ytd. Rahhh.

Oh, results are coming next wed and I'm starting to feel nervous. I know I'm very kiasu but I can't stop feeling kiasu whenever I think of results. I don't wanna camp on tuesday night again. I wanna sleep well leh. My neck has been hurting badly recently and I'm feeling really really uncomfortable. Grr. This is getting on my nerves so I shall change topic!

So when I put on my sweater now, I'm starting to feel warm. And my babies are all clean and happy now, 'cos I just washed their cage for them today! Till then, hope I can bring back good news! :D

2010-03-18T20:37:00.004+08:00

I just placed my order for my kite with Morgan. Chose the Doraemon one and it's so cheap! Too bad there isn't Hello Kitty otherwise I'd have bought it! Hee. Anyway anyway, total sums up to only about SGD$6.50 for both the kite and string set. Cheap or not??? Hahaha. Finally bought my own kite! I'm ready for kite-flying anytime at anywhere!!! :D

When my Doraemon kitey arrives!

2010-03-18T17:38:00.001+08:00

2010-03-17T21:53:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMGGGGG. I'm jumping with joy now bcos I managed to retrieve some of the previous contents for my NYAA report! I guess luck is back with me!!! Yippee, I feel much motivated now. Progress is pretty good so far, I hope it continues.

And 珠光寶氣 is getting nicer now!!! I'm gonna watch it at 12 tonight! In the meantime, work on report!!! Ganbatte!

2010-03-17T12:58:00.007+08:00

Boyfriend and I went to sing and then we caught 'Being Human' for the second time again!!! It's cheap to the max, only $8 for 3 hours! So why not right? Haha! The movie was an impromptu decision but somehow we ended up watching it bcos the timing was good! And then my sweet bf sent me home after that and he knew my secret for taking train! So I was pulled to take the bus in the end.

I love laying on your shoulder and chest bcos my head won't fall easily. Heh!

Love you deep deep. :)

2010-03-15T20:02:00.007+08:00

I feel terrible now bcos my whole NYAA report can't seem to be opened in word. I don't wanna re-write 20 over pages again! I wasted my time trying to solve the issue but to no avail. So what I get in the end is ZERO progress for the report. Rahhhhh I'm soooooooo frustrated. And down. Hate viruses. BOOOOOOOOOO :(